Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Empty

The feeling of feeling empty is a feeling right?
All I want to do is just listen to music.
You can call me a bitch a dumb person whose oblivious to everything.
Because everything you say to me affects me.
I care therefore I am hurt.
Which is why death seems so welcoming sometimes.

Dying...

I wonder if I die will she grow up.
Should I kill myself in order for her to see that I can't be there for everyone?
We are suppose to share the burden.
She's thinks she's the only one in pain, but I'm on the other end receiving more impact because of her lack of interest on the surface.

She made feel miserable about who I am. But I still walk on.
She degrades me as a person. But I am still around.

She thinks she's mature because of her solitude life, yet why is everyone running to me when they need help? Why doesn't she realize she's causing me indirect unnecessary burdens.
Life is hard when things that shouldn't be bothered are taking over.

//Aneko//