Dying...

I wonder if I die will she grow up.
Should I kill myself in order for her to see that I can't be there for everyone?
We are suppose to share the burden.
She's thinks she's the only one in pain, but I'm on the other end receiving more impact because of her lack of interest on the surface.

She made feel miserable about who I am. But I still walk on.
She degrades me as a person. But I am still around.

She thinks she's mature because of her solitude life, yet why is everyone running to me when they need help? Why doesn't she realize she's causing me indirect unnecessary burdens.
Life is hard when things that shouldn't be bothered are taking over.

//Aneko//