Being a 'gf'

Being a girlfriend, weakens me. Which is why I have to make sure I control myself. I express myself more and more to the open that I will eventually start causing unnecessary fights.

I don't want to be the whiny girlfriend who assumes that her boyfriends knows what he should be doing at what time. The guy got a life too. Its not all about me.

I almost started something. I told him I was going to have my second midterm next Monday. Yet he went ahead and made plans with his friends to go kayaking. If it was me, and I knew my other half was going to have another exam and he needs helps on the subject, I wouldn't have made plans. I would put his needs (important ones anyway) before mine. But he made a point, before I told him I had to go shower. He worked this entire week and he deserves it. So after I showered I told him that I'm going to sleep and that I'll see him Sunday. I even told him the reason why I'm going to sleep this early. How honest can I get. I am trying to avoid starting a fight that already ended before it even started.

I wonder if I did the right thing. 

"Being a gf" thats a stupid reason. I'm so stupid. I already made it sound like I regret being someone's gf.
I just don't want to start fights like my parents do. It leads to more fights and its a pain to admit wrong after a while.

//Aneko//