一月十四號 - 青天

Feeling irritated. Like I want to punch something. WHY? Because spring class is starting in two weeks, my birthday is next Thursday and I'm busy from morning to night. sigh. Feeling a bit down. I asked my dad if we're gonna do dinner for my birthday and he said 'yeah most likely' and I'm okay, "I won't go to my class" and he said, "won't you miss a lot of important stuff" and i'm like "yeah". At this point I don't care too much, because 22nd is the last day of class, but my dad was like we can always reschedule. My dad has a point but I really don't feel like going to class on the day of my birthday. Whatever I'll go to class. Whatever. Getting a little depress actually at the moment. I'm going through a phase where I want to give up.  The class is not hard, but just that I don't have time for myself and that really gets me. Working during the day and then I have evening classes. I get home by 10pm. So yeah.

Currently listening to music to cheer me up.

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