一月十五號 -青天

Today was a good day. I met up with my two girlfriends, Maggie and Cindy, we had breakfast at Ritz Cafe. It was nice, girl talk, doing some catching up, and it feels almost homey.  So I did that from 9-11, then I met up with Diana to go to Chinatown to meet up with another group of friends. Andrew, Michelle, Sumen and Diana (Chinese classmates from Hunter College). We grabbed lunch at Kobama. It was nice, I almost choked to death when we were talking about how people talk in 'code' and she said when she was talking to her brother, her brother who is gay, said he was playing some 'monopoly' and she said 'oh i want to play monopoly too' and thats when i choked! omg it was bad hahaha.

During my conversation with Maggie and Cindy:
Man, why is everyone on his side!!!!! My gfs are like, 'aww you guys are so cute, you guys should go out'. My friend Cindy said that the kid looks very reliable, smart, he won't cheat on you. But she agrees with me that his english is what turns me off. BUT a total genuine kid, like my roomie and Anne said a while back. Yo all this talk is going to convert me over sooner or later. I think this is the 4th day I haven't chat with him online or on the phone. Its so weird, I'm so use to his cling-ness.

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一月十四號 - 青天

今天我跟我的朋友去iceskating. 真好玩.
Went to Bryant Park by 1pm skated for two hours. We bumped into Emily and her friends. Apparently she never ice skated before, but she's a fast learner, at least compared to her other friend who was shaking an her and half on the ice. From there we went to eat at John's Pizzeria. Not sure why its good, but the service was okay, only it took forever for us to locate our waiter to give us the check. The annoying part was Illoneete never came to ice skating with Miguel. When I called them they said they were on the train and next stop was Jamaica. And I'm like okay, wth? After they arrive they decide to eat at Penn Station. Again, wth? Then they text us and said they're at MoMa while we were still eating. wth? So I told them to go look around and stuff for the time being. If they joined up with us, they wouldn't be left hanging, but then again, its not like they came to meet up with us. At least they were able to have a 'date' in the city.

 

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一月十四號 - 青天

Feeling irritated. Like I want to punch something. WHY? Because spring class is starting in two weeks, my birthday is next Thursday and I'm busy from morning to night. sigh. Feeling a bit down. I asked my dad if we're gonna do dinner for my birthday and he said 'yeah most likely' and I'm okay, "I won't go to my class" and he said, "won't you miss a lot of important stuff" and i'm like "yeah". At this point I don't care too much, because 22nd is the last day of class, but my dad was like we can always reschedule. My dad has a point but I really don't feel like going to class on the day of my birthday. Whatever I'll go to class. Whatever. Getting a little depress actually at the moment. I'm going through a phase where I want to give up.  The class is not hard, but just that I don't have time for myself and that really gets me. Working during the day and then I have evening classes. I get home by 10pm. So yeah.

Currently listening to music to cheer me up.

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一月十二號 - 青天

Convo between Diana and me.
Aneko   says:
 jiiiiieeeeeeeee I might be in trouble laaaaa....
d i a n a says:
 y?
 u like rui now?
Aneko   says:
 just a little bit, like when he didn't reply to my text, or call and he deactivated his facebook, i felt a little uneasy, because I thought he was trying to avoid ME this time. hahaha
 Or maybe I just worried he might pull a 'Ting' on me.
d i a n a says:
 LOL
Aneko   says:
 maybe thats it.
 not like i like the kid right?
d i a n a says:
 haha !
 or maybe it's a strategy that will make u miss him
Aneko   says:
 hahaha.
 well anyway he did text back after an hr. I called to see if everything was alright. He just had a migraine the whole day so he was sleeping. Because seriously no joke, he always picks up on the first ring.
d i a n a says:
 imm telling you im sure it's way for u to miss him
 lols
 cause he's always clingy
 that boy knows how to play the game lolol
Aneko   says:
 hahaha psh I know how to play mine.
 dude this song is stuck on my head. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_yKdtZkXPw&feature=sub
d i a n a says:
 well it seems like you're losing
Aneko   says:
 hahah as long I don't say 'I Do' i'm good.

Chiew. I don't think so! hahaha. Man I don't remember being this consistent with my journal writing.

Back to reading the bible. T__T

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一月十一號 - 青天

Maybe I'm just being a little paranoid, but is he avoiding me NOW?

He actually didn't pick up my phone call or text me back today.

Hmm I wonder if he manage to read my last blog. Unless he really did search for it, which isn't a surprise if he did.

Got home and just showered. Relax mode. Just a little bit. Then off to reading the bible and doing more questions. Eww.

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7:56pm
From the moment I was done writing this blog to getting a text from him which surprisingly gave me a sigh of relief, maybe I do like this kid (just a little bit).In my mind all I kept thinking was, "what is HE thinking" . When he texted me at (7:45pm) I instantly called him back to see how he was feeling.

So after I finished talking to him, I'm thinking do I like this kid because I did feel uneasy for a moment. Or I just can't deal when a friend is angry at me or I'm afraid he might pull a 'Ting' on me. I still remember that feeling of someone who cut all communication with me without any notice. It really hurts.

一月十號 - 青天

So I manage not to go on any messengers today (aim and yahoo) but I am currently on Skype and Oovoo. Why? To avoid him. Because I seriously doubt that constant communication will make him not-like me. Even though he claim that he will miss me more if I avoid him. But I think a little cold-shoulder might help my situation.

He texted me: @ 7:17pm
Called: @7:57pm
Texted again: @ 10:06pm

What am I going to do with him? I'm a soft when it comes to these things. Because I see some good quality in this kid. So he's not a total turn-off, if I communicate with him everyday like this I might actually LIKE this kid.

My friend Anne did say something that was true, I do enjoy his company.

Yesterday at the mall he did behave. He wasn't like all over me, he didn't even offer to help me carry my shopping bag which was totally alright with me. Not everyone knows that he likes me. Before I even toldJennifer that he likes me she's like yeah I know, he made very obvious.

Oh well. Time to go back to reading the Old Testament and do my Online quiz for Christianity class.



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Rejected him...

Even though I rejected him, he doesn't move away. I was half expecting him to stop calling me, and stop messaging me after that day I asked him upfront if he likes me more than friends, and I told him that he shouldn't waste his time on me, because i'm not interested in dating. And when i told him to give up (again) after his confession the day before my final 12/20.

He's so considerate that I feel bad that I said no, but I don't feel anything for this kid.
But I knew he was going to call me today.
I was sleeping and I dream that my phone was ringing and it was his picture ID that showed up.
Then at that moment, he really did called and i'm like 'hahaha'. So I couldn't help it but pick it up and talked for like five minutes with the kid.
He also created this get well flash for me. It was really sweet of him. His message did touch me a bit.
But I'm not going to give in, hopefully. I always believe people should get a chance, but with my major still not declare, dating is one thing I don't want on my agenda. But then again he likes the chase so I'll let him have his fun.

//Aneko//