Having friends are great, but having friends who changed their alttuide because of what I did is heartaching. No more 'mei' no more 'jie'. That feeling is gone. I don't think I talk to anyone else more than to my 'jie'. Once you stop saying it, it feels like you're really faraway from that person, the interest of talking dies. Like with Emily, Cindy and Maggie. I call them 'mui' but they never call me 'gah jie'. The only time they use the word 'jie' is 'but you're my jie'. I really want to think its just her trying to get back at me. But real friends can forgive friends, but then again real friends don't say shit about their parents.
The only person I feel like I can talk to literally whenever is gone. Back to my world of silence.
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