Should have been dead....

My biological mother should have fight for me back then, because that way my father might have really killed me. Because I can't stand living right now.

I have a father who thinks he's right and when you say something to him that sounds negative he says, 'oh now I'm wrong about everything'. In cantonese.
I try to be more open about things - trying to have my dad look at my views or a glimpse of it.
So he can be stop being a child.
Everything I say gets flip around.

Even thought she's my stepmom I try to look from her point of view too.

Fuck this!

Calm winds & drizzle; Wednesday; 十二月九二00八年

A friend is when you lend them money (a small amount) and you don't wouldn't care if the return it.

Learn something at least once a week.

Windy Day; Sunday 十二月七二00八

Wow.
Its so funny to be reading previous entries. And to see how over dramatic I was each and every time. I've been having my moments too frequently now, it actually starting to scare me a bit. I guess this is my way of reminding myself.

Heh. Don't know what else to say or update.
Just want to remember that I had one day of a calm weekend.
Not entirely peaceful since I have a paper due on Thursday.