Entry #7

Today I started out in the morning very moody with my father.
He did it again. "Go live with you mother if you're so unhappy here".
Trust me I would try to live with my mother if I didn't feel guilty about leaving my little brother behind. I feel like I'm taking over my stepmother's role. She doesn't do anything. Like she did with my little sister and I. No schedule...no workbook...nothing...just go to the summer program where he only played when he comes home he just plays video games or watch TV. I have to be strict in order to get him to do something productive. I feel like I have to make his schedule now...whatever is left of his Summer Vacation. I'll work on it with him tomorrow. There's another reason...he's starting Intermediate school and I want to make sure I'm there to help him. I'm definitely going to get strict on him. He's smart, but he can do even better. Sounds like I'm making excuses. But I really thing I should be selfless when it comes to him. I don't want him to turn into some rotten prince who can't do shit at home. Enough said.

However I did end my day pleasantly with my mother. We went shopping with my little sister at seaport. The whole shopping thing came from my mouth. But it wasn't for me, it was for my little brat. I don't like her emo-ness and hoped that shopping would at least give her a reason to smile and not give out mother a hard time. So anyway we went and walked and walked. Ended the day eating Chinese family-style dinner.

Aww damn I'm so beat. Gonna sleep now. (yawn)