Oh my god, I seriously again overload myself with unnecessary classes.
I have readings for every single class.
Especially for Anatomy & Physiology class.
Today I went to my night lab for A&P - horrible way to wait 4 hours for the class and to spend another 4 hours in class. The TA (Teacher assistant) doesn't seem to know her stuff and she's consider to be a student going for her...what? Masters or Ph.D? I swear this must be the only class why so many people decide to change major. But I am determine to be a teacher hence...suck it up.
Oh and she reeks... x(
So anyway got home like 3 hours ago, I actually got out early because today's lab was just a review and does not require us to hand in a report...lame. She went so fast I didn't understand what was going on. Hence increase in study time for this subject. Anatomy & Physiology makes Chemistry look like a joke. Lets see...
My grandfather from my biological mother side passed away on Tuesday night of this week. So right now I'm just waiting for the whole funeral thing and just go to pay my respect. My mom didn't sound like she was upset, she sound like how she usual is. I guess she really really didn't like her father. Well she did say that she never calls her 'dad', and she knows it pissed him off a lot. My cousin said that he was ready to go. Some medical mistake apparently...that triggered a heart attack. I hope my grandmother is okay.
So many things to memorize...aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Oh well I guess I should treasure this last hangout on Sunday until the next hangout which should be 3 weeks later. Not bad I guess. No more slacking off. I need to get things done.
Damn it..I have work on Labor's Day.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Entry #8
Monday...Tuesday...and now Wednesday. So far I haven't been having any bad day...just yet.
Monday I went to work from 1-6.
Tuesday again work from 1-6.
The only problem I had was my contact lenses are interfering with my reading.
'Eclipse' - the book so far is alright, but I was sort of annoyed with the character, Bella. How her personality and character changed when she physically changed. I thought that was a bit harsh.
But I still have those coughs - second week already.
...thats about it.
Monday I went to work from 1-6.
Tuesday again work from 1-6.
The only problem I had was my contact lenses are interfering with my reading.
'Eclipse' - the book so far is alright, but I was sort of annoyed with the character, Bella. How her personality and character changed when she physically changed. I thought that was a bit harsh.
But I still have those coughs - second week already.
...thats about it.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Entry #7
Today I started out in the morning very moody with my father.
He did it again. "Go live with you mother if you're so unhappy here".
Trust me I would try to live with my mother if I didn't feel guilty about leaving my little brother behind. I feel like I'm taking over my stepmother's role. She doesn't do anything. Like she did with my little sister and I. No schedule...no workbook...nothing...just go to the summer program where he only played when he comes home he just plays video games or watch TV. I have to be strict in order to get him to do something productive. I feel like I have to make his schedule now...whatever is left of his Summer Vacation. I'll work on it with him tomorrow. There's another reason...he's starting Intermediate school and I want to make sure I'm there to help him. I'm definitely going to get strict on him. He's smart, but he can do even better. Sounds like I'm making excuses. But I really thing I should be selfless when it comes to him. I don't want him to turn into some rotten prince who can't do shit at home. Enough said.
However I did end my day pleasantly with my mother. We went shopping with my little sister at seaport. The whole shopping thing came from my mouth. But it wasn't for me, it was for my little brat. I don't like her emo-ness and hoped that shopping would at least give her a reason to smile and not give out mother a hard time. So anyway we went and walked and walked. Ended the day eating Chinese family-style dinner.
Aww damn I'm so beat. Gonna sleep now. (yawn)
He did it again. "Go live with you mother if you're so unhappy here".
Trust me I would try to live with my mother if I didn't feel guilty about leaving my little brother behind. I feel like I'm taking over my stepmother's role. She doesn't do anything. Like she did with my little sister and I. No schedule...no workbook...nothing...just go to the summer program where he only played when he comes home he just plays video games or watch TV. I have to be strict in order to get him to do something productive. I feel like I have to make his schedule now...whatever is left of his Summer Vacation. I'll work on it with him tomorrow. There's another reason...he's starting Intermediate school and I want to make sure I'm there to help him. I'm definitely going to get strict on him. He's smart, but he can do even better. Sounds like I'm making excuses. But I really thing I should be selfless when it comes to him. I don't want him to turn into some rotten prince who can't do shit at home. Enough said.
However I did end my day pleasantly with my mother. We went shopping with my little sister at seaport. The whole shopping thing came from my mouth. But it wasn't for me, it was for my little brat. I don't like her emo-ness and hoped that shopping would at least give her a reason to smile and not give out mother a hard time. So anyway we went and walked and walked. Ended the day eating Chinese family-style dinner.
Aww damn I'm so beat. Gonna sleep now. (yawn)
Friday, August 15, 2008
Entry #6
Yesterday I worked at Abercombie & Fitch, working with a co-worker. She told me she and her boyfriend split. And then we just went on talking about relationships. Sometimes I wonder why my friends, well just a few of them insist that I go and find myself a boyfriend. A person's love other than your family is very different and almost even more comforting than family. Yet there are issues...like tons of issues following it: outsiders, jealousy, fights, and friends. I really don't think I'm suitable to date at this age. I'm not free, I can't be like "hey dad, I won't be home for dinner because I'm hanging out with my boyfriend", the only thing I'll hear from my dad would be, "You're just like your mother, boyfriend at a young age, only asking for trouble". (shake head)
Anyway next subject, on my way home on the subway these two kids were fooling around playing something like arm wrestle and the worst part is the little boy hooked his umbrella on the railing so if he slips he'll hit me. I gave them a few minutes and see if they finally notice that we are in a crowded subway and that they will end up hurting someone. But they didn't stop so I said, "Excuse me you're going to end up hitting me if you continue to play". Then I continue on reading. I mean seriously...where are their parents? Whats the point of having parents when they don't do shit about their kids other than pampering them?
Anyway I'm going to hang out with some of my friends again; leaving in a few minutes.
Anyway next subject, on my way home on the subway these two kids were fooling around playing something like arm wrestle and the worst part is the little boy hooked his umbrella on the railing so if he slips he'll hit me. I gave them a few minutes and see if they finally notice that we are in a crowded subway and that they will end up hurting someone. But they didn't stop so I said, "Excuse me you're going to end up hitting me if you continue to play". Then I continue on reading. I mean seriously...where are their parents? Whats the point of having parents when they don't do shit about their kids other than pampering them?
Anyway I'm going to hang out with some of my friends again; leaving in a few minutes.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Entry #4
Yesterday I had fun with the guys. Its interesting...how all the friends I met were guys.
First I saw Kelly and Xavier in the train station. Kelly was returning the BBQ money which he 'forgot' and never seem to get around to give it back to me. Then I saw Kenny, every time that kid shows up he just seems to brighten my day - he always say the things that make me crack up. Its funny because it always got something to do with my age...damn it. Then I went to World Tong (Chinese restaurant - 62th street & 18th ave) with Tim, Haibin, Peter and Danny. Hanging out with them was interesting and fun. We went to BestBuy so Haibin and Tim can buy some games...Tim didn't give me a choice if I want to play Warcraft so I'm like thats great. I knew my father will make me return it. (Alias I was right). Later we drove to Haibin's house to play some Wii: Mario Smash Brothers Brawl, Mario Kart and finally Mario Party. Then Haibin was nice enough to drive me home.
I would feel better if I can just go see the doctor, but my stupid insurance got terminated..so I'm like...erk...now my sore throat is gone...but I have a build up of mucus and some allergy-related going on.I got home just in time for dinner. ^__^ perfect timing. Nothing interesting after that. I went to bed pretty early... I was really beat I guess due to my low immunity etc...
First I saw Kelly and Xavier in the train station. Kelly was returning the BBQ money which he 'forgot' and never seem to get around to give it back to me. Then I saw Kenny, every time that kid shows up he just seems to brighten my day - he always say the things that make me crack up. Its funny because it always got something to do with my age...damn it. Then I went to World Tong (Chinese restaurant - 62th street & 18th ave) with Tim, Haibin, Peter and Danny. Hanging out with them was interesting and fun. We went to BestBuy so Haibin and Tim can buy some games...Tim didn't give me a choice if I want to play Warcraft so I'm like thats great. I knew my father will make me return it. (Alias I was right). Later we drove to Haibin's house to play some Wii: Mario Smash Brothers Brawl, Mario Kart and finally Mario Party. Then Haibin was nice enough to drive me home.
I would feel better if I can just go see the doctor, but my stupid insurance got terminated..so I'm like...erk...now my sore throat is gone...but I have a build up of mucus and some allergy-related going on.I got home just in time for dinner. ^__^ perfect timing. Nothing interesting after that. I went to bed pretty early... I was really beat I guess due to my low immunity etc...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Entry #3 - Olympics
Just finish watching the Olympics. It was very interesting, especially watching the Chinese in the gymnastics. That was awesome. But everyone there are like...equally in body size from top to bottom. And they looked very short. I should look them up.
I just like...realize something. People I met all have their own little hang out group and like my little sister we just flow around. Its kind of hard to bring everyone together. But at least she seems to be included here and there. Me? The Majority of the time I feel like I'm only hanging out with friends is when I plan things. I am really tired of being the host of things. Its just not fun at all nowadays.
I thought I had a close HS friend and she's long gone.
Elementary friends...I just know where they are and thats it.
Jr.High friends...Here and There most of them are non-single so thats like...yeah...
Highschool friends...Just like...less than 6 now that I can count on.
Feeling extremely emo emo emo emo emo...
Right now I'm just hanging out my guy friends...I wonder how long is that going to last before my dad said I should hang out MORE with my own gender.
Or maybe its just me being sick now and its just fucking up my head now.
I just like...realize something. People I met all have their own little hang out group and like my little sister we just flow around. Its kind of hard to bring everyone together. But at least she seems to be included here and there. Me? The Majority of the time I feel like I'm only hanging out with friends is when I plan things. I am really tired of being the host of things. Its just not fun at all nowadays.
I thought I had a close HS friend and she's long gone.
Elementary friends...I just know where they are and thats it.
Jr.High friends...Here and There most of them are non-single so thats like...yeah...
Highschool friends...Just like...less than 6 now that I can count on.
Feeling extremely emo emo emo emo emo...
Right now I'm just hanging out my guy friends...I wonder how long is that going to last before my dad said I should hang out MORE with my own gender.
Or maybe its just me being sick now and its just fucking up my head now.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Entry #2
Before anything...A Moment of Silence for:Bernie Mac; real name: Bernard Jeffrey McCullough
1957 - 2008
Age 50
Died from pneumonia
Pneumonia:an infection of one or both lungs which is usually caused by bacteria, viruses, or fungi.
Today was and still a nice day - yet I'm stuck home.
Supposedly there was a small reunion that I was hosting. Its all bullshit, because not many people were able to come or didn't bother to try to make it. I had to constantly change it so that at least I can get more than two people to come. At the end there was only one person who confirmed he was going and Conny said 'maybe' after her dentist appointment. I'm like (throwing a white flag up) gave-up the idea of having this reunion thing. I don't know many people except the ones from my 5th grade class and few twins here and there. But with that said I would have went if my sore throat didn't act up to the stage where I can not talk.
This entire day so far I've been jugging down cups after cups of water. TT_TT This is going to be one long weekend. Tomorrow I also plan to hang out with my friends in the morning for some tennis and then head over to yumcha. Depending how I'm feeling I just "may" go or just meet up with them later for yumcha.
Watched a little bit of Olympics. Dinner is almost ready. After dinner I should do some catching up with my reading:
Entry #1
After watching 'Heart of Greed' a TVB drama, I suddenly have a urge to write a daily entry. But again, like I've been saying...I have so many blogs that I wish I can link them so it makes my work and conscious a lot easier. Because I feel guilty for not updating my other ones like Myspace, Facebook, Livejournal and Xanga. But this one seems to be more professional looking.
Anyway This is all I will update for now.
Since its pretty damn late.
Anyway This is all I will update for now.
Since its pretty damn late.
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
